14 September 2013

GOOGLE+ WAR (WMATSUI Fan Fiction) ONE SHOT



Pair : WMATSUI
Genre : YURI

I just think a lot about what just happening today… When we are practicing and while we break practice,, I wanna greet you… Cz I’ve not have chance cz I have just arrive from Tokyo and the practice is begin. I go to Tokyo cz I must attend to my senpai Graduation Ceremony in Team K, Itano Tomomi (Tomochin) in Theater. But, Something bad happen.

“Rena-chan….” I said to your direction. With a wide smile, cz I miss you so much.

You just stared me before you just go away and even you not see me even just a second.!!!!! What the..!! I have just back here and you’re MY LOVER just give a “very nice” face.
Oh My godness .!! I chase you……

“Nee,,Rena-chan” I call you so loud. And you stop your step.

“Nani ?” You said. Cold.

“Okotteru ?? Gomen-ne,Rena-chan. I’m not greet you before practice session. Cz I have just arrive when the practice begin. Hontoni gomen.” I said with sad expression. And spillway my hand ahead, and close my eyes.

“It’s ok. And I have to go now” You said still with flat tone. And just go away.

I think for a second, what happen to my beloved. There’s something not right anyway. She not just avoid my eyes. I feel she mad with me so much.

After that, I’m back to Practice room. Everyone is look at me. Make me so curious what that happening. I think I’m the only one that don’t know.

So,,I decide to ask Kanon who is the Teammate of Rena in Team E.   

“Ne, Ne, Kanon-chan… Do you know what is happen right now ? I feel Rena-chan is so mad with me. And I still don’t know why, bcz 3 days ago before I went to Tokyo we were fine at all.”

I said in Low tone and feel guilty but curious in the same time. And Kanon just Little uncomfortable expression when look my face so sad.

“Anooo……” She said unsure, still have doubt.

“Ha’I ??” I become more intense see her face. Bcz she avoid face me, and just Look down.

“I just hear a little…… ehmm…… That Rena-chan said….. anooo……. But I’m not sure anyway……” She’s more suspicious.

“What did she said ?” I ask, CRAZY curious.

“Anoooo……. It’s like something in Google+… But I don’t know either, what is it about…..”
She finish and nod….

“Google+ ????” I become more like lost in anyway,, and blink my eyes for a second and nod…

“Arigatou,,Kanon-chan……” I slap her shoulder and she just back to her place before.

I sit in corridor desk, and think a very weird situation’s now.

‘Google+ ?? What’s happen in google+ ??? And,, why she mad me just cz google+ ???’ I’m so confuse.
So,,I open my Smart phone and open my Google+ account…. Some member just posted about they activity and some photo’s until I see Rena-Chan have just posted photo with Yokoyama Yui Look so happy and she’s so adorable.



‘She’s just take that photo when I’m not in Nagoya. How Can.!!’ I’m so jealous and what make me so heartburning is she said “Yui-chan is so cute” With that statement in your photo’s.

‘I don’t understand why she’s just mad with me ??? I was the one who must get mad with her cz she didn’t tell me and take photo with others in way of sweet. I should the ONE do that with YOU.!! I’m your girlfriend OFFICIALLY.!!’ I mad in my mind and I can’t hold it.

 And then,, I have a bounce idea to upload my photo with Tomochin-Senpai that actually not really sweet but I have same sign “peace” with my senpai there after Tomochin-Senpai Graduation Concert. Just like Rena-Chan and Yui-san hand sign at this image.

Now, you have just make me angry Rena-Chan…… Now,,How is your feeling ?
I click upload at my Google+ Picture and then,, after waiting for a moment

“Goodbye Tomochin-senpai….. I’ll miss you so much. And, hope you can fLy higher after this graduation. Omeidettoooo…..” I said in my photo feed there.



My picture with Tomochin-Senpai was uploaded. Just in minute then, my fans comment about it.

“So much sweet Ju-chan……Goodbye Tomochin-senpai”

“Waaah,,Kawaii… Ju-Chan although you have just transferred to Team K but you have so good relations with your senpai Tomochin…. Omeidettoo,,Tomochin-senpai”

And such like that comment others. I can’t read all,,cz it’s more about hundred comments.

I just smile with positive comment there. Until I realize that time is up for break time of Practice dance.

“Come on, Minna-San… Let’s Practice again” My dancer teacher is calling for us.

After that,,I see a 1 new update. But, I close my smart phone and decide to look that later after dance practice.
I walk fast from corridor then, I feel someone behind me so I take a look for a second. I’m shock that Rena walk so fast and then walk in front of me with no attention even just a little bit.

‘What the ???’ I want to angry with her, but I can’t show my angry here. It’s not the right time.

And when we’re in the position to start dance practice, Rena’s position right beside me. So I decide to whisper to her with serious tone and cold.

“We need talk after practice”

After that I just avoid her, and focus to my position. I see her a little confuse, but she’s not say anything.  
And then, music start playing. ‘Utsukushii Inazuma’ our new single playing.

‘Fyuuuuh’ I don’t know,,but I feel so much tired today. Maybe bcz I didn’t take some rest after theater in Tokyo.

“I should take some rest before practice”. I mumbled to my self, while I sit and drinking with my body is so wet with my sweaty.

Rena is across my direction chat with Furukawa Airi happily. I see her and something about my feeling my heart is so hurt.

“Ne,,Jurina-chan. What are you doing ??” Churi or Takayagi Akane greet me and give a little slap my shoulder.

“Nothing just packing my stuff.” I said, and give her weak smile.

“You look not good Jurina-chan. Nande ?”

“Nope. Maybe I just a Little tired after back from Tokyo. You know…… Churi,Gomen. I have to go now.” I stand and grab my bag. But, Churi hold my wrist.

“Rena-chan just miss you. She’s not mad that badly. So, just give your genki smile to her” Churi talk in low voice and give motivate smile to me.

“Thank You Churi” I smile back and go to Rena’s direction. She have just end chat with Airin and they waved each other.

“Do you wanna back home together, Rena-Chan ?” I stare her with my fire puppy eyes. And she just nod. ‘She know me so well’ I think she know I mad and I have urgent to solve this problem immediately. I grab her wrist fast and tight, and unpredictable she just accept it.

After we walk in very silence and awkward in a while, now we are in the park near Rena-Chan’s Home that lightless and very quiet.

I decide to talk in this right place. So I pull her to sit in the garden chair that near the circle light beside me. I feel she is so sweaty but warm hand, and I feel she’s looks like little afraid face. Maybe she never see me in this way. Cz I used to be nice and genki with her in this relationship that from 9 months ago, look nice and maybe little indulge.

When I sit, I just see her face but she avoid to look at me. But, I’m little late to talk first.

“What you wanna talk to me Jurina ?” She ask, but she just look at her smart phone. It makes me more annoyed.

I took her smart phone forcely. After that she give her widely eyes with mad face.

“What dare are you doing Jurina ?!! Give it back.!” She talk with angry. And swing her right hand to take it from me.

“Nope.!!! I won’t Until we finish our talk.” I said, and avoid her to take the smart phone.

“Now,,WHAT YOU WANT TO TALKING ABOUT ???” She rise her voice louder, with red mad face and wide eyes.

I’m so shock with her action like that. Until I feel my eyes get blurry, and I face her.

“Are you that so mad and angry with me ??” I said in low voice. After said that, I turning my head around back her.

“You even give your smart phone in your priority than talk to me ?” I said still backing off her face, and give her smart phone with my right hand without face her. I feel my tears warm down to my cheek. I don’t know this is just HURT. I’m still freeze.

“Jurina……” Your weak voice. She take her smart phone and then I heard she click something with rush.

“I don’t know what exactly happen here when I was in Tokyo 3 days ago. And after I come here, you give me your glum face and avoid talk to me even I said ‘Gomen, I can’t greet you’. I was too tired with that graduation’s concert, and after I was here I even can’t see my LOVER smile. Are you not miss me Like I miss you so much ?” I try to wipe my tears with my left hand.

After that suddenly you put your smart phone with your right hand face up right in front of my face exactly in front my eyes still you not speak.


Cz my eyes is so blurry with tears, I try to take a clear look at it with wipe my tears slowly.
Until I can see there is a Picture of ME and TOMOCHIN-Senpai hugging.!!!

Suddenly my eyes get wider than before, blink my eyes, and I take her smart phone for detailed check it.

It’s my Google+ Accounts that picture I posted 2 days ago, Right after my senpai Graduation’s Concerts.!!

Even I said in that picture post. “Hugging Tomochin-senpai for the last moment here…… and after that give a ‘Chyuuu’ for the last time (You know I was a kissing monster ??) hehehehe…… Omeidettoo Tomochin-senpai”



OH MY GOD.!!! I’m forget to call her and just give her e-mail just when I want to sleep “Oyasuminasai Rena-Chan…… Have a nice dream” just that ONE e-mail I gave her, from 2 days ago. Now, I feel really guilty, embrassed, and idiot. No wonder she was mad and angry with me so much right now.


I look at her face that now is wet with the tears on her cheeks.

“You know what I’m thinking when I Look This picture? ” You said so sad voice.

I can’t take it and just Look down to her left hand lay on the chair. I even feel shame to face her, to look her teary eyes.

‘I’m worst to be your lover’ I feel so bad. So I just shook my head weakly.

“That you there even spent your night and sleep with other members. Bcz I see your pictures other that you spent night with our senpai in AKB48 in a cafĂ©. That so makes my heart is burning so much.
Bcz you even not told me that you spent your night with them. And you just give me ONE e-mail and NO CALL even ONCE.!”

You rise your voice little and now I don’t know what should I do to stop you crying. So that I hug you quickly in tight around your neck. And surprisely you hug me back around my waist.

“I’m s-o so-r-ry Re-na-Cha-n…… I-I-I was a b-ad girl-fri-end fo-r yo-u…… Even worst. I-I-I eve-n tha-t sel-fish and chil-dish. I’m so- so-r-ry re-na-cha-n” I hesitantly crying on your shoulder. You stroke my hair gently. I just can’t stop think about how cruel I was with her.

“It’s okay…… I’m sorry I just got overreact with that picture and jealous so much without knowing you already so tired with that Graduation concert… I’m sorry Ju-Chan” You said gently and I feel you push me away. And you wipe my tears, and then you kiss my forehead gently.

“I never do that again Rena-Chan. I will tell you everything I do and with whom. And I will call you every time I could.” I promise to you.

“Include clinging and kissing other member ?” You say. I just feel it’s kind difficult to do bcz it’s my habit that so much patch with me. So I push her to look her face……

“For that one, can you give me a little dispensation ??” I look with my puppy eyes.

“Why I should give dispen for that ?” You said, still jealous face.

“You know……… I just can’t delete that one habit. Pleaseeee………..”
I said with hold her hands.  Still with my deadly puppy eyes. I know she can’t avoid if see my puppy eyes.

“Puuwwweeeeassss……………….. Puuwwweeeesssss”
I’m so indulge right now. Bcz I just can do this to avoid this ‘punishment’.

“Okay, only with one condition.” You said seriously.

“What’s that ?” I’m so curious.

“Don’t do that in front of me or camera or photo. Only if you wanna do that with camera or photo you MUST with my PERMISSION. You see that ?” You said and cup my face.

“Un.!! Roger-Desu.!!” I nod so enthuastic. After that I without thinking again Kiss her Lips so quick and fast. And then, I see her face so blushing and her eyes open widely. SHOCK. I giggle see her like that.

Now, is so late hour. When I see my smart phone time 12.56 A.M and I have 5 notification from Google+ so I open it. And one Notification is about Rena Account, so I open it.
And then, I sulk with her and give my slum face. Face her and show her my Smart Phone.


“Rena-Chan, what’s this mean ?” I said. COLD.

“Ettoo…. Unnnoooo….. Jurina, it’s not Like you thinking, Okay ??”

“You even not give me a chance to explain about my picture. And now,, I see you in this way more sweet and great romantic Tomochin-senpai sleep in your shoulder. Now WHAT.!!”

I see her and give my glance and she just run away so fast and I Chase You.

I don’t know how I feel right now. I feel jealous aside, but I’m very happy chasing each other with Rena-Chan Like this.

 “It’s not Like that Ju-Chan. Please let’s me explain.!” You shout with run.

But, I just run faster than her. You know, my body is so strong than her.
Then, when she run to the grass field I grab her wrist with my hand, but I lost my balance and then I fall into her.

I gasp my breath not constant. I fall right on her TOP.!!
We stare each other in eyes. I feel her heartbeat pounding so fast, just like me.

I’m so blushing, and I see she blushing too.

We’re not even blink at this position is a little make me comfort.

“Let’s end this War, Rena-Chan. I would not cheating on you…… Cz I can’t live without you…”
I said seriously, and my right hand cup her left cheek.

“I would like to end this too…… I just can’t hold my mind when I saw you flirting other member… You’re MINE JURINA.”
You said in a little get more red your face. Now, You hold my right hand tight.

“I’m your’s RENA-chan…… I always be.”
Now I won’t let you hurt again. I said in my mind.

“Daisuki Rena-Chan. Zuttoo.” I finally said it.

“Gomen” You said. Cold. I shock for a while, and freeze. BLANK.

Until I feel your Lips against my Lips. You suddenly kiss me.
Now I feel your soft, warm, and your melon flavor lips gently.

Your hands around my neck, and you close your eyes.
‘Till my mind is start working normally again, I replay your kiss in same gently and close my eyes.

We kiss each other with pleasure, slow, long and sweetest kiss I ever have without tongue just lips, our head moving aside each other.

I feel you slowly down to the grass field and pull me tighter, I defend your back head with my head and stroke your hair very gently.

After a while, I broke our kiss. Then, you see me with your beauty face smile.

“Gomen, I can’t Let You go…… Bcz I Love you so badly…” You said, stare in my eyes.

Your eyes is full with Lovely sign right now.

I can see that your feel deep inside is fulfill my heart with so much flower’s of Rose.
Just Like I feel, when I falling live with you for the first time. I just nod. So I hug you tight. And you hug me back around my neck.

Until………………………………..   
“I think, it’s more cold and more Late to you to going home, and I think it’s too late to chase the last train. Would you Like to stay in my home ?” You ask me, whispering in my ear.

“I think, I would… To cure my heart and my body that very tired and need my LOVER so badly.” I whisper with so sweet and husky voice. INDULGE.

I can feel she’s blushing so much redder. I giggle a little.
We broke our hug and I help her to stand. She even can’t see my face bcz shy too much.

I hug her again.

“I Love my Rena-chan when she’s SHY Like this. Just Like my Ojousama” I whisper at her ear.

Even her ear is so red right now.

“Moouuuuu…….. Enough Ju-Chan.” You pleaded. And I giggled. Then broke our hug.

“Nee, Kaeru… I think your mom must be so worry right now.” I said to her.

“Un.” You nod.

We walk so romantically. You lay your head to my shoulder, and your left hands circled my right hand with our fingers relating.

‘Maybe Google+ War Like this is needed sometime. But, I don’t know if she angry like before again. Maybe she just slap me or hit me’ I giggled a little with my mind.            

But, suddenly you stop and look at my face.
“Nande, Ju-chan ?” You ask.

“Nandemo nai, Rena-Chan.” I shook my head.

“It’s like you just laugh for something” You look curious. OMG, I forgot she’s so sensitive.

“Nai-desu.” I nod. Try to assuring her feel.
  
“Desu ne……” You said, and you back to your position again, and we start walking again.

Not, any longer we arrive to her home. We spent a sweet night. After we go bath and chat little so fun.
We sleep with hug each other, without doing anything. Maybe bcz we are so tired with what is happen today. Dance practice, after that fight each other, Late go home and late sleep.

EEiiiiitttttsssss………. Eeeeetttttooooooo………. Sex naiyoooooo…. Hehehehehe……
:p :p :p

17 March 2013

What I Think About Japanese Movie "Rebirth" 2011



       Pernahkah kalian pernah merasa bahwa kalian hanyalah seorang anak yang kesepian tanpa ada orang yang akan memikirkan kalian ? Atau mengkhawatirkan anda ?
Tetapi pernahkah anda memikirkan orang tersebut ? Padahal mereka sangat peduli terhadapmu, TETAPI dia bukan keluarga kita. Betul ketika seseorang itu salah dan mengakui kesalahannya…. Dan kesalahannya hanya bahwa dia ingin menjadi seorang ibu yang mengharapkan memiliki seorang anak. Ya, seorang anak. Aneh bukan ? Mungkin sebagian orang hanya beranggapan ini adalah sesuatu yang tak masuk akal dan bodoh. Tetapi orang itu memiliki mimpi itu adalah semata karena dia tidak bisa memiliki anak dari orang yang dia cintai. Karena orang yang dia cintai telah memiliki kehidupan yang normal serta pasangan hidup dengan ikatan pernikahan.

        Akhirnya suatu ketika datanglah kesempatan ketika dia sangat penasaran tentang kehidupan lelaki yang dicintainya itu yang baru saja berbahagia dengan kehadiran seorang putri. BETAPA dia sangat iri dan terbesit untuk memeluk anak dari lelaki itu dengan istri sahnya walau hanya sekali. Akhirnya diapun memberanikan diri untuk masuk dan melihat anak itu ketika kedua orangtuanya sedang bekerja dipagi hari. Akan tetapi keinginannya untuk memiliki anak itu menjadi besar dan tak terbendung (mengingat dia sudah tidak bisa lagi memiliki seorang anak karena dia telah aborsi sehingga tak dapat hamil lagi). Dengan segenap kemampuan dia menahan hasratnya itu, akan tetapi hatinya berkata lain. AKHIRNYA, dengan rasa gugup tak terbendung, diapun menculik dan mengambil anak tadi ditengah hujan deras dia memeluk anak itu dengan eratnya.

      Dan setelah itu, dibawanya anak itu lari ke kota lain tepatnya di Osaka. Dengan bingung dan hanya membawa peralatan dan persiapan seadanya, ketika tiba dihotel tempatnya menginap anak tersebut menangis dengan kencangnya. Diapun membuatkan susu di botol lalu mencoba meminumkannya kepada anak yang diberinya nama “Kaoru” itu. Akan tetapi Kaoru bayi masih juga menagis hingga akhirnya dia mencoba untuk member Kaoru ASI darinya. Tetapi, lagi – lagi Kaoru tidak mau dan terus menangis. Lalu, diapun menangis dan memeluk Kaoru dengan berlinang airmata sambil mencoba menangkan kaoru kecil.
Ketika keesokan harinya, ketika sedang duduk dikursi dipinggir jalan di kota Osaka, dia ditegur oleh seorang wanita dari Yayasan “House Of Angel” yang kebetulan sedang melaksanakan Kegiatan yang baru saja selesai. Akhirnya karena dia tidak memiliki tempat tinggal, dia memilih tinggal bersama pengurus dan anggota “House Of Angel” yang merupakan tempat tinggal HANYA bagi PEREMPUAN. Akhirnya, ditempat tinggalnya itu dia diterima dan menjadi salah satu anggota “House Of Angel” yang menghindari berbagai kemunikasi dan interaksi apapun dengan dunia luar terutama dengan Lawan Jenis (Laki-laki) karena bagi mereka laki-laki hanya seorang yang malas dan kerapkali memukul dan menyiksa kaum perempuan. Awalnya, perempuan ini merasa ada kedamaian dalam tempat tinggalnya itu dengan berbagai kegiatan yang dilakukan seperti memasak, menyapu, menge-pel,  dan mengerjakan pekerjaan rumah lainnya…. Akan tetapi, pada akhirnya ketika suatu saat dia merasa sudah cukup memberikan perawatan ke Anak tersebut dia menyatakan keinginannya untuk merawat secara mandiri di luar “House Of Angel” kepada ketua pendiri tersebut. Akan tetapi bahkan ketua tersebut melarang bahkan menghalang-halanginya. Akhirnya diapun melarikan diri secara diam – diam dengan Kaoru kecil. Dan akhirnya setelah dia keluar, memutuskan membesarkannya di suatu pulau tempat yang disarankan oleh salah seorang temannya yang memiliki orang tua dipulau tersebut. Akhirnya diapun memberanikan diri untuk menyampaikan keinginannya kepada orangtua temannya itu untuk dapat bekerja dipabrik milik orangtua temannya itu. Awalnya orangtua tersebut memohon maaf karena dipabriknya sudah memiliki karyawan yang cukup untuk menjalankan bisnisnya. Tetapi orangtua temannya itu memberikannya sebuah rumah untuk ditinggali sementara disamping rumah selagi dia mencari pekerjaan.  Dan akhirnya tinggallah ia di rumah tersebut dan keesokan harinya ia dikenalkan dengan kolega orangtua temannya yang memiliki pabrik mie dipulau tersebut, dan akhirnya dia bekerja ditempat tersebut dan membesarkan Kaoru dengan bahagia dan membuat banyak hal yang sangat menyenangkan.

          Dan akhirnya dia tinggal dengan kaoru di pulau itu dengan baik dan bergaul dengan banyak orang dan dia memiliki tetangga yang juga memiliki anak yang umurnya tidak jauh berbeda dengan Kaoru. Kaorupun sangat menikmati bermain dan bergaul dengan teman – temannya tersebut.
Dan ketika sedang makan bersama dengan Kaoru disela – sela pekerjaannya dia bercakap – cakap dengan kaoru tentang Laki – Laki karena Kaoru hanya pernah melihat laki - laki difoto saja ketika berada di “House Of Angel”, dan yang berkesan adalah ketika ia berkata,

“Suatu hari nanti Kaoru ketika kaoru sudah tumbuh dewasa akan merasa ingin menikah dengan seseorang maka itu adalah laki – laki”

“Apakah ibu adalah laki – laki ?” Jawab Kaoru Polos

“Tentu saja bukan, ibu adalah perempuan begitupula dengan Kaoru.”

“Tapi, saya ingin menikah dengan ibu. Agar ibu tidak bekerja terlalu keras lagi”

“Apakah Pak sawada yang memberitahumu hal itu ?” Dan Kaorupun mengangguk.

“Kaoru, suatu hari nanti ketika kamu akan jatuh cinta dengan laki – laki yang bertanggung jawab, dan kamu akan mengikutinya tinggal serumah dengannya”

“Gak mau. Kaoru tidak akan pergi kemana – mana. Kaoru akan selalu berada disamping mama”
Dan akhirnya diapun tersenyum simpul dan terharu.

        Dan suatu hari ada festival obor yang biasanya dilakukan dikuil gunung didesa tersebut. Dan kaoru dan ibu(penculik)nya mengikuti Festival tersebut. Dengan bahagia mereka menapaki gunung menuju kekuil yang dituju. Akhirnya ketika sudah sampai dikuil dan menyalakan obor, Kaoru dan dirinya memegang obor yang sudah dinyalakan dan dibawa bersama menuruni bukit. Dan ketika diperjalanan turun, dia berhenti sejenak dan berkata,

“Lihat Kaoru, cantik bukan ?”

“Ehm!!” Angguk Kaoru.

        Karena banyaknya orang yang menuruni bukit dengan obor menyala terlihat seperti lampu yang sangat indah dari atas bukit. Dan dalam festival tahunan ini banyak sekali wartawan local yang meliput. Dan ibu(Penculik)nya inipun sadar, tak seharusnya dia membawa Kaoru di festival ini, karena akan dicurigai tempat persembunyiannya dan akan menjadi sangat berbahaya baginya dan kaoru. Dan benar saja. Fotonya yang sedang menikmati indahnya pemandangan masuk kedalam Media Cetak Harian nasional keesokan harinya.

       Sampai akhirnya, setelah festival itu berakhir dia merasa kurang nyaman lagi dan memutuskan untuk berpindah tempat. Akan tetapi Kaoru kecil yang sudah merasa nyaman dengan kehidupannya di pulau tersebut menolak untuk pergi dari pulau itu. Akan tetapi dia berhasil membujuk Kaoru kecil untuk ikut dengan berjanji untuk berfoto bersama di studio foto jika dia mau ikut pergi. Dan dengan wajah berlinang dia membawa Kaoru kecil berfoto bersama dan pergi ke Pelabuhan. Yang paling mengharukan adalah ketika difoto Kaoru yang pemalu agak menundukkan wajahnya, sampai akhirnya dengan malunya dia menatap kamera dan ternyata wajah ibu(penculik)nya itu sedang menahan tangis dan berlinang airmata kebahagiaan dan keharuan.    

      Dan ternyata benar saja, foto yang diambil dalam Studio Foto itu merupakan kenang – kenangan terakhirnya untuk Kaoru Kecil. Karena ketika sudah didepan gerbang Pelabuhan dia melihat Kedua orangtua kandung dan beberapa orang yang terlihat seperti polisi berpakaian mantel dan jas. Akhirnya diapun mengajak Kaoru berbelanja bekal di swalayan depan pelabuhan. Dan ketika akan menyebrang, dia berada disudut jalan menyuruh Kaoru untuk lebih dahulu menyebrang dan menunggunya di sebrang jalan. Dan ketika Kaoru sudah menyebrang dia berteriak,

“Anak itu belum makan dari tadi sore”

       Dan Kaorupun akhirnya dibawa kedua orangtua kandungnya, dan diapun menyerahkan diri kepada polisi.
        Setelah Kaoru kecil sudah dewasa karena intrik keluarga kandung (terutama dengan ibu) karena dia tidak mengingat ibunya itu sebagai “ibu”nya diapun hidup terpisah ketika dia kuliah dan dia memenuhi kebutuhan sehari – harinya dengan bekerja paruh waktu. Dan dia menjalin kasih dengan seorang pria yang sudah berkeluarga. Dan dia juga didatangi oleh teman lamanya yang juga dibesarkan di “House Of Angel” yang dimana temannya itu tidak memiliki mental yang cukup untuk berhubungan dengan laki – laki dalam berbagai hal. Dan dia(Kaoru) hidup dengan hati hampa dan penuh dengan kemarahan dan dendam dengan ibu kandung dan ibu tirinya. Hingga akhirnya dia diajak berjalan dengan temannya itu ke tempat bersejarah untuk Kaoru seperti, “House OF Angel”, dan pulau tempat Kaoru waktu kecil diasuh oleh Ibu (Penculik)nya. Dan ketika berada dipulau itu dia berlinang airmata. Hingga ia teringat bahwa fotonya ketika kecil dengan ibu(penculik)nya belum diambil di Studio foto di pulau tersebut. Akhirnya dia mendatangi Studio Foto tersebut dan melihat hasil fotonya bersama ibu(penculik)nya.

       BETAPA terharunya dia melihat didalam foto itu, ibu(penculik)nya itu tersenyum dengan mata berlinang dan dirinya yang malu – malu tersenyum simpul difoto itu. Dan dia akhirnya menangis sambil berlari keluar. Dan ketika diluar dia menangis dengan penuh penyesalan dan terisak – isak sambil berkata,
“AKU akan hidup dengan baik, dan AKU akan membahagiakan dia dan tidak akan mengecewakan dia. Dan agar DIA tidak mengkhawatirkanku lagi” sambil  dia ditenangkan oleh temannya.

TAMAT
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Yah, begitulah kehidupan terkadang kata orang, Orang Asing seperti keluarga sendiri, Keluarga sendiri seperti Orang Asing. Dimana dia benar – benar merasakan kasih sayang oleh penculiknya yang menculiknya karena penculiknya tidak bisa memiliki anak dan terlebih penculiknya adalah selingkuhan ayahnya sendiri. Dan dimana jujur sekali penculiknya ketika dipengadilan pada waktu awal film berkata,
“Aku hanya ingin menjadi seorang ibu dan ternyata harapanku kepada hal itu terlalu besar”
Secara pribadi saya mengapresiasi film ini. Dan saya harap teman – teman sekalian dapat mengambil pelajaran dari film ini. Banyak film berkualitas dengan pelajaran luar biasa yang bisa memperkaya diri kita dengan nilai – nilai yang meningkatkan pribadi kita.
Mari sama – sama bijak dalam memilih tontonan dan belajar memfilter film untuk kebaikan pribadi dan masyarakat Indonesia. Harapan terakhir saya jelas, “Semoga warga film Indonesia dapat membuat karya yang membangun seperti film ini”

“Mom, it’s not about Bearing. But, it’s about Love, Care, Full Fill, Understanding, Grown Up them, and with HEART”

24 February 2013

My POLLING..... Let's VOTE..!!!

Oi sashiburidesu.....
Long time no see my friends... Hope you can stiLL enjoy travel in my bLog... sorry i can't update many times... But i just wonder about many things,,exactly about JAPANESE ARTIS... It's not much i know about japanese artist.. Just the famous artist i know... So hope you aLL can share about JAPANESE artis in my posting here....
I just Know the famous artist Like Keiko Kitagawa... I know her films Like "Buzzer Beat", "Paradise Kiss"....
Of course so many drama or movie she's act... But she's pretty good Looking and her acting is good too......

After that, of course you know Nagasawa Masami...!! Yeah,,of course....With a cute smiLe in aLL acting is pretty good.. And have many fans....  Proposal Daikusen, Romeo and JuLiet, and Motekie is the famous drama that she acted.... I really Like her in one of drama that i forget the title... About detective that beLieve in Urban Mistic...

And then,,YUI... Of course.. with songs and her acting in Taiyou No Uta,,YUI get so many positive respond so she's not so good Looking but she has so many taLent.... And she is quite good Looking without make up....

Next is Mao Inoue who is famous after acted in Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flower) and I Give My First To You..... She's Look cute with a small posture... She's a good actress and many drama that she acted.... With the big eyes,,is the most eye catching whos look her...

Next is the formed member of Girlband most famous in Japan Atsuko Maeda... She's so cute and has a kind of East Asia face... Not really japanese but so beauty.... She's the most famous member in AKB48...
After she choose to Graduate at AKB48,,she had many drama and movies..!!!

  Soooo,,,I Hope you can parcitipated in my VOTING.... At the Right CoLumn in this BLOG..!!!
And I hope you can teLL me more about japanese Entertain with me in Comment...!!
Thank You.....