Pair : WMATSUI
Genre : YURI
I just think a lot about what just
happening today… When we are practicing and while we break practice,, I wanna
greet you… Cz I’ve not have chance cz I have just arrive from Tokyo and the
practice is begin. I go to Tokyo cz I must attend to my senpai Graduation
Ceremony in Team K, Itano Tomomi (Tomochin) in Theater. But, Something bad
happen.
“Rena-chan….” I said to your
direction. With a wide smile, cz I miss you so much.
You just stared me before you just
go away and even you not see me even just a second.!!!!! What the..!! I have
just back here and you’re MY LOVER just give a “very nice” face.
Oh My godness .!! I chase you……
“Nee,,Rena-chan” I call you so
loud. And you stop your step.
“Nani ?” You said. Cold.
“Okotteru ?? Gomen-ne,Rena-chan.
I’m not greet you before practice session. Cz I have just arrive when the
practice begin. Hontoni gomen.” I said with sad expression. And spillway my
hand ahead, and close my eyes.
“It’s ok. And I have to go now”
You said still with flat tone. And just go away.
I think for a second, what happen
to my beloved. There’s something not right anyway. She not just avoid my eyes.
I feel she mad with me so much.
After that, I’m back to Practice
room. Everyone is look at me. Make me so curious what that happening. I think
I’m the only one that don’t know.
So,,I decide to ask Kanon who is
the Teammate of Rena in Team E.
“Ne, Ne, Kanon-chan… Do you know
what is happen right now ? I feel Rena-chan is so mad with me. And I still
don’t know why, bcz 3 days ago before I went to Tokyo we were fine at all.”
I said in Low tone and feel guilty
but curious in the same time. And Kanon just Little uncomfortable expression
when look my face so sad.
“Anooo……” She said unsure, still
have doubt.
“Ha’I ??” I become more intense
see her face. Bcz she avoid face me, and just Look down.
“I just hear a little…… ehmm……
That Rena-chan said….. anooo……. But I’m not sure anyway……” She’s more
suspicious.
“What did she said ?” I ask, CRAZY
curious.
“Anoooo……. It’s like something in
Google+… But I don’t know either, what is it about…..”
She finish and nod….
“Google+ ????” I become more like
lost in anyway,, and blink my eyes for a second and nod…
“Arigatou,,Kanon-chan……” I slap
her shoulder and she just back to her place before.
I sit in corridor desk, and think
a very weird situation’s now.
‘Google+ ?? What’s happen in
google+ ??? And,, why she mad me just cz google+ ???’ I’m so confuse.
So,,I open my Smart phone and open
my Google+ account…. Some member just posted about they activity and some
photo’s until I see Rena-Chan have just posted photo with Yokoyama Yui Look so
happy and she’s so adorable.
‘She’s just take that photo when
I’m not in Nagoya. How Can.!!’ I’m so jealous and what make me so heartburning
is she said “Yui-chan is so cute” With that statement in your photo’s.
‘I don’t understand why she’s just
mad with me ??? I was the one who must get mad with her cz she didn’t tell me
and take photo with others in way of sweet. I should the ONE do that with
YOU.!! I’m your girlfriend OFFICIALLY.!!’ I mad in my mind and I can’t hold it.
And then,, I have a bounce idea to upload my
photo with Tomochin-Senpai that actually not really sweet but I have same sign
“peace” with my senpai there after Tomochin-Senpai Graduation Concert. Just
like Rena-Chan and Yui-san hand sign at this image.
I click upload at my Google+
Picture and then,, after waiting for a moment
“Goodbye Tomochin-senpai….. I’ll
miss you so much. And, hope you can fLy higher after this graduation.
Omeidettoooo…..” I said in my photo feed there.
My picture with Tomochin-Senpai
was uploaded. Just in minute then, my fans comment about it.
“So much sweet Ju-chan……Goodbye
Tomochin-senpai”
“Waaah,,Kawaii… Ju-Chan although
you have just transferred to Team K but you have so good relations with your
senpai Tomochin…. Omeidettoo,,Tomochin-senpai”
And such like that comment others.
I can’t read all,,cz it’s more about hundred comments.
I just smile with positive comment
there. Until I realize that time is up for break time of Practice dance.
“Come on, Minna-San… Let’s
Practice again” My dancer teacher is calling for us.
After that,,I see a 1 new update.
But, I close my smart phone and decide to look that later after dance practice.
I walk fast from corridor then, I
feel someone behind me so I take a look for a second. I’m shock that Rena walk
so fast and then walk in front of me with no attention even just a little bit.
‘What the ???’ I want to angry
with her, but I can’t show my angry here. It’s not the right time.
And when we’re in
the position to start dance practice, Rena’s position right beside me. So I
decide to whisper to her with serious tone and cold.
“We need talk after
practice”
After that I just
avoid her, and focus to my position. I see her a little confuse, but she’s not
say anything.
And
then, music start playing. ‘Utsukushii Inazuma’ our new single playing.
‘Fyuuuuh’ I don’t know,,but I feel
so much tired today. Maybe bcz I didn’t take some rest after theater in Tokyo.
“I should take some rest before
practice”. I mumbled to my self, while I sit and drinking with my body is so
wet with my sweaty.
Rena is across my direction chat
with Furukawa Airi happily. I see her and something about my feeling my heart
is so hurt.
“Ne,,Jurina-chan. What are you
doing ??” Churi or Takayagi Akane greet me and give a little slap my shoulder.
“Nothing just packing my stuff.” I
said, and give her weak smile.
“You look not good Jurina-chan.
Nande ?”
“Nope. Maybe I just a Little tired
after back from Tokyo. You know…… Churi,Gomen. I have to go now.” I stand and
grab my bag. But, Churi hold my wrist.
“Rena-chan just miss you. She’s
not mad that badly. So, just give your genki smile to her” Churi talk in low
voice and give motivate smile to me.
“Thank You Churi” I smile back and
go to Rena’s direction. She have just end chat with Airin and they waved each
other.
“Do you wanna back home together,
Rena-Chan ?” I stare her with my fire puppy eyes. And she just nod. ‘She know
me so well’ I think she know I mad and I have urgent to solve this problem
immediately. I grab her wrist fast and tight, and unpredictable she just accept
it.
After we walk in very silence and
awkward in a while, now we are in the park near Rena-Chan’s Home that lightless
and very quiet.
I decide to talk in this right place. So I pull her to sit in the garden chair that near the circle light beside me. I feel she is so sweaty but warm hand, and I feel she’s looks like little afraid face. Maybe she never see me in this way. Cz I used to be nice and genki with her in this relationship that from 9 months ago, look nice and maybe little indulge.
When I sit, I just see her face
but she avoid to look at me. But, I’m little late to talk first.
“What you wanna talk to me Jurina
?” She ask, but she just look at her smart phone. It makes me more annoyed.
I took her smart phone forcely.
After that she give her widely eyes with mad face.
“What dare are you doing Jurina
?!! Give it back.!” She talk with angry. And swing her right hand to take it
from me.
“Nope.!!! I won’t Until we finish
our talk.” I said, and avoid her to take the smart phone.
“Now,,WHAT YOU WANT TO TALKING
ABOUT ???” She rise her voice louder, with red mad face and wide eyes.
I’m so shock with her action like
that. Until I feel my eyes get blurry, and I face her.
“Are you that so mad and angry
with me ??” I said in low voice. After said that, I turning my head around back
her.
“You even give your smart phone in
your priority than talk to me ?” I said still backing off her face, and give
her smart phone with my right hand without face her. I feel my tears warm down
to my cheek. I don’t know this is just HURT. I’m still freeze.
“Jurina……” Your weak voice. She
take her smart phone and then I heard she click something with rush.
“I don’t know what exactly happen
here when I was in Tokyo 3 days ago. And after I come here, you give me your
glum face and avoid talk to me even I said ‘Gomen, I can’t greet you’. I was
too tired with that graduation’s concert, and after I was here I even can’t see
my LOVER smile. Are you not miss me Like I miss you so much ?” I try to wipe my
tears with my left hand.
After that suddenly you put your
smart phone with your right hand face up right in front of my face exactly in
front my eyes still you not speak.
Cz my eyes is so blurry with
tears, I try to take a clear look at it with wipe my tears slowly.
Until I can see there is a Picture
of ME and TOMOCHIN-Senpai hugging.!!!
Suddenly my eyes get wider than
before, blink my eyes, and I take her smart phone for detailed check it.
It’s my Google+ Accounts that
picture I posted 2 days ago, Right after my senpai Graduation’s Concerts.!!
Even I said in that picture post.
“Hugging Tomochin-senpai for the last moment here…… and after that give a
‘Chyuuu’ for the last time (You know I was a kissing monster ??) hehehehe……
Omeidettoo Tomochin-senpai”
OH MY GOD.!!! I’m forget to call
her and just give her e-mail just when I want to sleep “Oyasuminasai Rena-Chan……
Have a nice dream” just that ONE e-mail I gave her, from 2 days ago. Now, I
feel really guilty, embrassed, and idiot. No wonder she was mad and angry with
me so much right now.
“You know what I’m thinking when I
Look This picture? ” You said so sad voice.
I can’t take it and just Look down
to her left hand lay on the chair. I even feel shame to face her, to look her
teary eyes.
‘I’m worst to be your lover’ I
feel so bad. So I just shook my head weakly.
“That you there even spent your
night and sleep with other members. Bcz I see your pictures other that you
spent night with our senpai in AKB48 in a café. That so makes my heart is
burning so much.
Bcz you even not told me that you
spent your night with them. And you just give me ONE e-mail and NO CALL even
ONCE.!”
You rise your voice little and now
I don’t know what should I do to stop you crying. So that I hug you quickly in
tight around your neck. And surprisely you hug me back around my waist.
“I’m s-o so-r-ry Re-na-Cha-n……
I-I-I was a b-ad girl-fri-end fo-r yo-u…… Even worst. I-I-I eve-n tha-t
sel-fish and chil-dish. I’m so- so-r-ry re-na-cha-n” I hesitantly crying on
your shoulder. You stroke my hair gently. I just can’t stop think about how
cruel I was with her.
“It’s okay…… I’m sorry I just got
overreact with that picture and jealous so much without knowing you already so
tired with that Graduation concert… I’m sorry Ju-Chan” You said gently and I
feel you push me away. And you wipe my tears, and then you kiss my forehead
gently.
“I never do that again Rena-Chan.
I will tell you everything I do and with whom. And I will call you every time I
could.” I promise to you.
“Include clinging and kissing
other member ?” You say. I just feel it’s kind difficult to do bcz it’s my
habit that so much patch with me. So I push her to look her face……
“For that one, can you give me a
little dispensation ??” I look with my puppy eyes.
“Why I should give dispen for that
?” You said, still jealous face.
“You know……… I just can’t delete
that one habit. Pleaseeee………..”
I said with hold her hands. Still with my deadly puppy eyes. I know she
can’t avoid if see my puppy eyes.
“Puuwwweeeeassss………………..
Puuwwweeeesssss”
I’m so indulge right now. Bcz I
just can do this to avoid this ‘punishment’.
“Okay, only with one condition.”
You said seriously.
“What’s that ?” I’m so curious.
“Don’t do that in front of me or
camera or photo. Only if you wanna do that with camera or photo you MUST with
my PERMISSION. You see that ?” You said and cup my face.
“Un.!! Roger-Desu.!!” I nod so
enthuastic. After that I without thinking again Kiss her Lips so quick and
fast. And then, I see her face so blushing and her eyes open widely. SHOCK. I
giggle see her like that.
Now, is so late
hour. When I see my smart phone time 12.56 A.M and I have 5 notification from
Google+ so I open it. And one Notification is about Rena Account, so I open it.
And then, I sulk
with her and give my slum face. Face her and show her my Smart Phone.
“Ettoo…. Unnnoooo…..
Jurina, it’s not Like you thinking, Okay ??”
“You even not give
me a chance to explain about my picture. And now,, I see you in this way more
sweet and great romantic Tomochin-senpai sleep in your shoulder. Now WHAT.!!”
I see her and give
my glance and she just run away so fast and I Chase You.
I don’t know how I
feel right now. I feel jealous aside, but I’m very happy chasing each other
with Rena-Chan Like this.
“It’s not Like that Ju-Chan. Please let’s me
explain.!” You shout with run.
But, I just run
faster than her. You know, my body is so strong than her.
Then, when she run
to the grass field I grab her wrist with my hand, but I lost my balance and
then I fall into her.
I gasp my breath not
constant. I fall right on her TOP.!!
We stare each other
in eyes. I feel her heartbeat pounding so fast, just like me.
I’m so blushing, and
I see she blushing too.
We’re not even blink
at this position is a little make me comfort.
“Let’s end this War,
Rena-Chan. I would not cheating on you…… Cz I can’t live without you…”
I said seriously,
and my right hand cup her left cheek.
“I would like to end
this too…… I just can’t hold my mind when I saw you flirting other member…
You’re MINE JURINA.”
You said in a little
get more red your face. Now, You hold my right hand tight.
“I’m your’s
RENA-chan…… I always be.”
Now I won’t let you
hurt again. I said in my mind.
“Daisuki Rena-Chan.
Zuttoo.” I finally said it.
“Gomen” You said.
Cold. I shock for a while, and freeze. BLANK.
Until I feel your
Lips against my Lips. You suddenly kiss me.
Now I feel your
soft, warm, and your melon flavor lips gently.
Your hands around my
neck, and you close your eyes.
‘Till my mind is
start working normally again, I replay your kiss in same gently and close my
eyes.
We kiss each other
with pleasure, slow, long and sweetest kiss I ever have without tongue just
lips, our head moving aside each other.
I feel you slowly
down to the grass field and pull me tighter, I defend your back head with my
head and stroke your hair very gently.
After a while, I
broke our kiss. Then, you see me with your beauty face smile.
“Gomen, I can’t Let
You go…… Bcz I Love you so badly…” You said, stare in my eyes.
Your eyes is full
with Lovely sign right now.
I can see that your
feel deep inside is fulfill my heart with so much flower’s of Rose.
Just Like I feel,
when I falling live with you for the first time. I just nod. So I hug you
tight. And you hug me back around my neck.
Until………………………………..
“I think, it’s more
cold and more Late to you to going home, and I think it’s too late to chase the
last train. Would you Like to stay in my home ?” You ask me, whispering in my
ear.
“I think, I would…
To cure my heart and my body that very tired and need my LOVER so badly.” I
whisper with so sweet and husky voice. INDULGE.
I can feel she’s
blushing so much redder. I giggle a little.
We broke our hug and
I help her to stand. She even can’t see my face bcz shy too much.
I hug her again.
“I Love my Rena-chan
when she’s SHY Like this. Just Like my Ojousama” I whisper at her ear.
Even her ear is so
red right now.
“Moouuuuu…….. Enough
Ju-Chan.” You pleaded. And I giggled. Then broke our hug.
“Nee, Kaeru… I think
your mom must be so worry right now.” I said to her.
“Un.” You nod.
We walk so
romantically. You lay your head to my shoulder, and your left hands circled my
right hand with our fingers relating.
‘Maybe Google+ War
Like this is needed sometime. But, I don’t know if she angry like before again.
Maybe she just slap me or hit me’ I giggled a little with my mind.
But, suddenly you
stop and look at my face.
“Nande, Ju-chan ?” You ask.
“Nandemo nai, Rena-Chan.” I shook
my head.
“It’s like you just laugh for
something” You look curious. OMG, I forgot she’s so sensitive.
“Nai-desu.” I nod. Try to assuring
her feel.
“Desu ne……” You said, and you back
to your position again, and we start walking again.
Not, any longer we arrive to her
home. We spent a sweet night. After we go bath and chat little so fun.
We sleep with hug each other,
without doing anything. Maybe bcz we are so tired with what is happen today.
Dance practice, after that fight each other, Late go home and late sleep.
EEiiiiitttttsssss……….
Eeeeetttttooooooo………. Sex naiyoooooo…. Hehehehehe……
:p :p :p